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Transforming into a better person each day

During the past several months and several weeks, I've been having so much thought which I could not even describe as detailed as possible. I've always been someone who think a lot for the things which actually shouldn't be given attention. Well, some things relate to my feelings about myself, my experiences, my surroundings, my past, my present, and my future. I don't know if 'thinking' is a suitable word to describe what I'm experiencing because most of the time, all the thoughts show up because I 'feel', because I use my heart instead of my brain. 

I told some trusted people about things I've gone through lately, they had given me advices but still, sometimes these circumstances come again and again. However, I always learn to be a better person, day by day. Evaluating myself, having faith in myself, and believing that every little thing I had comes with something good. Tonight, I am not trying to describe all the matters but I might post some quotes which actually can help explain what I'm feeling and some of them actually give me some motivations.

This quote kinda give me a 'light' to remind me that failing at something is way much better than doing nothing just because I doubt I can't do it. Well, just do it, don't hesitate, who knows that it might lead you to something better? Because it is better to try and fail rather than not trying at all.

This reminds me to something I've ever read in my textbook. It has the 'Rogerian' feeling, which reminds me to accept who I am, to accept all experiences, even the worst experiences because it's a part of me, too. 



There are times when I feel like I need some acceptance from people around me for what I'm doing. But the thing is, so many people with different expectations to me, and of course I can't fulfil all of them. So I guess I need to believe in myself more, rather than waiting for others' consent.

Not trying to be arrogant, but looking back at every moment I had in the past, I almost passed everything important in my life. I got what I've always wanted. But once, in May 2016, I lost at something and it really broke my heart that I cried in two consecutive days. However, since that day I kept reminding myself that winning is not everything, but the things I learned from that experience is what's important.





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