Life in Words

I am the kind of girl who thinks a lot. About life, school, friends, family, my relationship with God, and even love. If I were able to write them down, probably I would. A certain person told me that I should stop thinking and worrying too much, because it will always influence my mood, and eventually I might cry in the middle of the night, just because of it. first; will I survive in this life full of hypocrites, bullshits, and lies? second; when will I start wearing hijab .... third;  I'm not good enough for everyone around me. fourth; I want to make my parents proud, or even prouder! fifth; How will my life be like in the future? sixth; I haven't be grateful enough, compared to those unfortunate people. seventh; I want to have a great and peaceful little family in the future :)

Eight ways to win my heart? Surprises! Take me to restaurants, food stalls or cafe with delicious foods and tasty beverages. Quality talk Be funny. I love jokes that much Sing or play a music instrument for me Behave and be neat :3 Be honest Listen to my story and all the babbles

i sleep with my eyes slightly open i don't like action or horror movies i prefer milk to tea or coffee i have no respect towards hypocrites (well, who does have?) i don't like prawns and squids i prefer aerobics to gymnastic activities i don't really like having hair bangs i love shirts, t-shirts are so last century, hahaha i love indonesian novels which contain some english sentences or paragraphs. they're cool! (read ika natassa's or sitta karina's novels. that's what i'm talking about) well, those were 9 things about me. don't be scared, don't misunderstand, don't assume. i kinda have difficulties explaining this thing, to be honest.

Nggak panjang lebar sih. Intinya gue kangen ngumpul-ngumpul sama temen-temen. Kangen jalan bareng, kangen party somay, kangen gosip-gosip. Tapi sekarang gue nggak boleh egois, karena beberapa dari mereka masih harus berjuang. Namanya temen, kita berjuang bareng-bareng, sukses bareng-bareng, tapi lewat jalan yang berbeda-beda kan? Yang penting, saling mendukung aja. Sampai jumpa nanti kalau kita udah nggak ada beban ya, kalau semuanya udah dapet apa yang diinginkan. But here I am admitting that I miss you so much because your presence really means something to me.

Because I'm bored, I'm just too lazy to do things like running, cleaning up bedroom (my bedroom isn't that messy), or writing short stories like I used to (I miss doing it, though). I remember that I used to do blog challenge, in middle school period. I googled it, and I found a simple challenge. Let's just start with number 1, shall we? Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Akhirnya blog ini gue sentuh lagi... Kasihan kamu, kurang perhatian ya? Abis gimana, kelas 3 emang menyita waktu banget, kerjaannya cuma ngerjain soal mulu, belajar di Inten sampe UN, abis UN juga cuma libur bentar, abis itu lanjut Intensif INTEN menyambut SBMPTN. Kelas 3 SMA yang super hectic dan super melelahkan sampe gue nggak ada waktu buat nongkrong (sorry, yang ini salah, gue malah sering jalan-jalan sama temen-temen gue setelah try out, terus dilanjutkan dengan Inten di sore harinya, tetep). UJIAN NASIONAL Hari-hari menjelang Ujian Nasional, sekolah itu gabut banget! Guru masuk juga cuma disuruh ngerjain soal. Mana gue orang nya moody banget kalo belajar, jadi kalo males ya males, meskipun dihantui perasaan bersalah juga sih. Tapi kalo lagi rajin ya udah nggak bisa diganggu. Untungnya, di Inten nggak gabut-gabut amat, jadi belajarnya malah lebih rajin di Inten. Membantu banget. Btw, gue nggak lagi promosi bimbel kok. Selama gue inten sepulang sekolah sampe malem itu, ...